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The Absurdity of Gambling

“And eventually discovering that randomness never owed you any.”…

The old gambler laughed when he heard that people in the 2030s had started calling financial markets, prediction markets, and AI-driven games “gambling with better graphics.”

“They still don’t get it,” he said.

I had met him in a quiet café overlooking Yokohama Harbor. He had once spent years in Japan’s illegal gambling circles, survived crushing debts, and disappeared after organized crime cracked down on underground bookmakers. Now he lived quietly, repairing antique clocks.

He stirred his coffee.

“When I was young, entertainment for men was simple. Drinking. Women. Gambling. I picked gambling. I thought I was choosing excitement, but what I was really choosing was to surrender my future to randomness.”

He pointed toward the second hand of a clock.

“People think gamblers love risk. That’s backwards.”

“What do you mean?”

“The people who lose everything are usually the serious ones.”

He explained that reckless people often quit because they become bored. Serious people, however, cannot tolerate unfinished business. Every loss becomes a problem demanding a solution. Every defeat feels temporary.

“They don’t chase money,” he said. “They chase justice.”

His observation reminded me of modern behavioral economics.

Research over the past several decades has shown that human beings experience the pain of losses roughly twice as intensely as the pleasure of equivalent gains—a phenomenon known as loss aversion. Neuroscience studies suggest that uncertain rewards strongly activate the brain’s dopaminergic reinforcement system. Ironically, rewards delivered unpredictably—known as a variable-ratio reinforcement schedule—produce some of the strongest habits ever measured. The same mechanism explains why slot machines, loot boxes, and endless social-media notification systems can become so compelling.

I mentioned this.

He smiled.

“So science finally caught up.”

He leaned back.

“The attraction isn’t money.”

“It’s absurdity.”

He spoke almost like a philosopher.

“Where else can one tiny steel ball, one card, one die, one horse, one spin, one random number rewrite an entire life?”

He paused.

“It’s irrational.”

“It’s merciless.”

“It’s meaningless.”

“And that’s exactly why people can’t look away.”

Outside, autonomous taxis flowed silently through the streets while delivery drones crossed the evening sky. AI systems optimized logistics, diagnosed diseases, and negotiated electricity markets thousands of times per second. Large language models had become collaborators in education, programming, scientific research, and everyday office work. More and more decisions once left to human intuition were now delegated to algorithms designed to minimize uncertainty.

The gambler watched the machines.

“See?”

“The whole world is trying to eliminate chance.”

Insurance companies increasingly priced risk using machine learning. Supply chains were continuously re-optimized by predictive AI. Drug discovery increasingly relied on generative models that narrowed enormous chemical search spaces before laboratory testing. Even weather forecasting had improved dramatically through AI-assisted numerical prediction, reducing uncertainty in fields from agriculture to disaster preparedness.

“Human civilization,” he said, “is one long war against randomness.”

He took another sip.

“And gambling is the one place where people voluntarily surrender.”

I asked him why serious people remained the easiest victims.

“Because they believe every problem has an answer.”

He drew a circle on a napkin.

“In engineering, effort increases the probability of success.”

“In medicine, knowledge improves outcomes.”

“In business, good management usually beats bad management.”

“So serious people learn one lesson.”

Work harder.

“But gambling teaches another.”

Sometimes nothing you do matters.

No amount of intelligence can persuade a fair roulette wheel.

No amount of discipline changes independent dice rolls.

No amount of emotional control alters mathematically negative expected value.

Modern probability theory calls this independence. Statistics calls it variance. Information theory describes randomness as irreducible uncertainty. Yet emotionally, many people still fall prey to the gambler’s fallacy—believing that after many losses, a win is somehow “due”—or the illusion of control, overestimating their influence over random events.

“The serious man can’t accept that,” the gambler said.

“He keeps trying to solve chance like it’s a math problem.”

The irony, he explained, is that gambling resembles life only on the surface.

Life contains randomness, certainly. A recession, an accident, a chance meeting, being born in one country instead of another—luck matters. But unlike roulette, life also contains feedback. Skills accumulate. Relationships deepen. Knowledge compounds. Mistakes can teach. Reputations can be rebuilt.

A casino game resets with every spin.

Life rarely does.

He laughed.

“People say role-playing games are unrealistic.”

“I think they’re healthier.”

I asked why.

“In an RPG, if your party loses to the dragon, you don’t blame fate forever.”

“You study.”

“You level up.”

“You change your equipment.”

“You try another strategy.”

“The world answers effort.”

He smiled.

“That’s much closer to real life than a roulette wheel.”

The sun disappeared beyond the harbor.

As I left, I looked back at the rows of clocks he repaired every day.

Each tick followed physical law with astonishing precision.

Outside, millions of AI systems quietly reduced uncertainty across the global economy.

Inside casinos—whether physical halls or smartphone apps—millions of people willingly paid for the opposite experience: a temporary world in which cause and effect dissolved into chance.

Perhaps that was the deepest paradox of gambling. Civilization spends centuries trying to make life more predictable, while human beings, unable to escape the mystery of uncertainty entirely, keep building small rooms where they can surrender to it for a price.

The old gambler’s final words stayed with me.

“People think gambling is about hoping to win.”

He shook his head.

“No.”

“It’s about borrowing meaning from randomness.”

“And eventually discovering that randomness never owed you any.”

4. Contrast with Role-Playing Games
3. Nature & Allure of Gambling
2. Psychology of the Gambler
1. Historical Context & Personal History
Contrast with RPGs
RPGs are Wholesome
Fate is NOT Decided by a Die Roll
Everything Proceeds Based on Personal Responsibility
Drawn to the Allure of Gambling
An Absurd, Irrational, Merciless & Nihilistic Game
A Single Die Roll Shatters a Person's Life
Gambling as a Microcosm of the World
Who gets hooked on gambling?
Serious People
Take Everything Seriously
Gamble Seriously
Lack Playfulness in Their Hearts
Options for Men
Limited Past Entertainment
Drinking
Buying Women
Gambling
Narrator Throws Self into Gambling
Gets Mixed Up with Shady Money
Hunted by a Hitman

All names of people and organizations appearing in this story are pseudonyms

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